Even yoga didn't settle me today. I feel edgy & restless & unhappy for no particular reason. I mean, I have a roof over my head, a job, food for dinner, all that shit you're supposed to appreciate & not take for granted ... It's not enough. Not today.
Nothing wrong ... and yet, and still
My sorrow overcomes my will
My bitterness does overflow
& pulls me with it's undertow
Edgy, restless, no surcease
No hope left ... damn sure no peace
Sometimes I sound like a broken record even to myself. LOL, how many times can I write a poem like this? Lots more probably. Unfortunately. Oh well. I'll pour myself a drink & do my nails & try to get to bed early & maybe feel better in the morning.
Thanks for reading.
~Colette
I understand completely. I wish I could have a drink. I have too many medicines that don't allow alchol. Blast and damn! Like the poem.
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